So, as I mentioned before, my Master is trying to teach me self-control. And because I was able to have a little fun last week, my Master has interacted that I am not allowed to cum until he says so. Yesterday, he allowed me to touch myself again, however, he told me that I was still not allowed to cum but was to edge 3 times. And I was to message him after my first edge and after my 3rd but my phone broke and won’t be fixed till tomorrow 😦
I started by putting my rabbit on my clit at a fairly low speed, just so I can start to get in the mood. Then as I feel myself getting wetter I turn up the speed and put just the tip inside me. I sit there and tease myself. Then I start to push it all the way in my pussy reallyyyy slow so I can feel everything. As I start to bump up the speed I can feel myself climbing. So I suck on my index finger getting nice and soaked. I stick it inside my ass and start to wiggle it around just like Master had instructed me in “Our First Session.” Legs start to shake. I want to cum so bad. I can feel my mind trying to prepare to stop my hands, but I don’t know if I will be able to. My breathing gets really short and quick. STOP! I pin my hands down to bed. That was only one… and I can already feel myself getting angry, well angry at myself. I don’t let myself calm all the way down before I start again. This time I flip the rabbit over and instead of vibrating my clit, I push it inside of me and have the ears vibrating the outside of my asshole. At first it’s odd, but then I start to feel the sensation. I want more. I want to cum. My two personalities fight over if how my body will react. One side says to just cum. He will never know. And the other knows that I need to learn restraint. So just before I peak I decide to obey and quickly turns the rabbit off. Ughhhh. The frustration I am putting myself through. But that’s two. I try to get control of my breathing. How badly I want to be fucked now. I’m off the wall horny. I picture my Master on top my me, grasping my neck, whispering, “You are not to cum slut.” I want to make my Master proud… but at the same time I want him to punish me and fuck me till I can’t walk. My wish to cum is strong, but my desire to please my Master is stronger. Just one more time. This time, I only use my hand. I start to rub my clit and occasionally slip my fingers inside me. But I imagine that it is my Master who is pleasuring me. I want it so bad. I want to cum. But I know I can’t. When I start to feel my body heat rise I start to finger myself faster and harder. Yes! I feel my body rising off the bed as I start to climax. I can almost hear his command to stop. I quickly remove my hand before it’s too late. My body almost immediately goes into shock. I start to roll around on my bed trying to get control of myself. That makes three.
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