Two weeks have gone by without cumming. It’s not to bad… until the weekend. I have this guy who drives up from the coast to come “comfort” me. The first time I was permitted to sleep with him.
Afterwards, I was not permitted to come for one week. My Master said he would think it over after the one week. He will decide if I have earned the sensation back or not. That weekend the same guy came over, I made the excuse of being on my “time of the month.” He fell for it. Then, he comes over the next weekend, I tell him I am having an “episode” and he completely understands. We still mess around and dry hum the crap out of each other. Sometimes he will throw me up against the wall and we will just have a full make-out session. Also, he is just the sweetest to me, but we will probably not be a long term thing.
This is the start of week three… not cumming is no longer a struggle. Yeah I’ve been teased hardcore, but never crossed my mind to sleep with him during my chastity. At any time I could gave in and just lie later, but I have earned my Master’s trust. I didn’t even feel the desire to have sex or even touch myself when my body was horny as hell.
I submit only to my Master
I Submit to BDSM 
. Thank you for writing your blog. I’m a new submissive, and trying to figure things out. My Master and I only meet for sex. We don’t know each other outside of the bedroom, and I prefer it that way. He recently told me that he owns my pussy (and I agree that he does) and that if I want to have sex with someone else I have to ask for his permission. When I asked for permission to have sex with someone else that I started dating in “real life”, he asked why he should allow me to do that. I don’t know what to answer. What would he like to hear? The truth is that I like the other guy for dating because he is kind and smart and handsome. But I don’t want to make my Master feel bad. I want to keep my BDSM relationship separate from my regular relationship. Any suggestions on what to tell my Master in response to why he should allow me to have sex with someone else? I told him I would think about it and let him know… Can you please help me with some suggestions?
Thanks in advance,
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